Depression

  • Feeling Lost

    Feeling Lost

    Lately, I have been floating and feeling lost. I have had a few life changes in the last year and right now I am living with what feels like unending pain. I feel like I have lost myself some where in the shuffle. Do I love myself? This feeling has made me question my love

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  • Pain, He’s a Friend of Mine

    I am a redhead (a.k.a ginger). Scientists like to do studies and they did some on Ginger’s. Studies show that we have a higher tolerance to PAIN, anesthesia and other drugs. Whoop-te-doo! I’m tolerant. That doesn’t mean I have to like it! Pain has been a constant variable in my life for a very long

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  • “I came to get hurt…”

    Sometimes Life happens and you find yourself looking to get hurt. It’s a difficult downward spiral to overcome.

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  • Head Collection

    Head Collection

    Getting Past Trauma I started taking Saddleseat lessons in 2012. Before that, I was self-taught, pointers from friends and had taken a few lessons from someone with my horse. The lessons had NOT been helpful to me, because the trainer had put fear into me. Fear is one of those things that you hear about

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  • All THESE Words

    All THESE Words

    All these words, words, words, You mean none of it.You tell me things that you think I want to hear,But all I hear is your words, words, words.I am falling deeper into my pit of darkness. The fire beast and demons are dragging me down,I fall ever deeper into despair. But all I hear is

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  • I Need My Pain

    I Need My Pain

    We need to be unashamed of our pain.

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  • Weathering Depression

    Weathering Depression

    Depression is not easy for the person going through it, but it’s even harder when people don’t understand or want to understand.

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  • Why does it matter?

    Why does it matter?

    Why am I affected by the holidays?

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  • Music Transportation

    Music Transportation

    Crank it? Or Spank it? As a child of the original MTV age, I remember when there were music videos and a VJ (Video Jockey) coined “Crank it” over a newly released video.  All of the viewers instantly feel in with the newly coined term, which lead to an interactive TV show on MTV where

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  • Music and the Soul

    Music and the Soul

    Music can evoke so many different things for different people.  Some may think of it as noise, while others may think of it as a release from daily life. Oh, give me the beat, boys, and free my soul I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away It is human nature

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